deep in my heart the pain will grow

with some deep sorrow I can't let them go for some one something is killing me

but I want to be let loose and free

but from a bad thing I can't say

it'll kill day after day

my pain my sorrow is a evil cure

for those who feel bad or feel sore

but hey i can't love after that cruel day

in many case I choose not to look in her eyes

for they are death rays

when she is around me I feel apart of me fade away

sure I act happy sure nothings wrong

but with this pain I lived with so long

it hurts I cry

you laugh

but I die

you can smile

so can every one

but I frown to every morning sun

for I am hell

and hell is me

for my body now is and empty shell

my soul wonders in my head

help other thats my job

like I help a girl and got robbed

i felt loved from her that I needed to ward

but like my friend he took that from me and cut me down with his sword

that way I trust almost no one

for my heart it's done

it's been shattered to pieces

for now i am cold and my touch freezes

but I still long for love in nice cool breezes